SO MUCH MORE
You’ll never know just how much having you in my life means to me
You’ll never know exactly what you have done for me
Because I have no intention of saying it to you
Just incase you never liked what we had
You will never know, how deep of a pit I was in
Before you said ‘Come here’ and changed it all
You will never know, how lost I was in music I couldn’t hear
Before you changed the song and played what I didn’t know I needed
You will never know that your voice only was enough
To change my fear and show me possibilities
You will never know that your laughter and whistling
Became what I wanted to live for, when the pain seemed to bury me alive
You will never know how just knowing you didn’t hate me,
Made me love me more
You will never know how I looked forward to seeing you
Because then I’d know you were okay
And if you were then I’d be fine
You’ll just never know, that you were one of the very few I’d consider important
You’ll never know how the first time crushed me, the second distorted all I knew
And more so how this third time hurts like hell
You’ll never know the battle I fight everyday
Just to keep sane and not say all these
Because I’d rather keep you as a friend
Than lose you altogether for not having you
In all the ways I want
You will never know how much strength you gave me
Just by being there
How much confident I got
Just at the thought of you looking at me
You will never know the fears I faced
Just so I could be worthy of you
Even though I knew that you’d never want me
I hate how you’ll never know how much
I want you to know all these and more
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