TO LIKE OR NOT
I’m I selfish
For wanting you just for me?
For wanting all you give to her?
For the jealousy fits in my head?
I like me selfish
I’m I stupid?
For hoping you’d look and actually see me?
For holding your hand longer than I should?
For forging an ‘us’ when I know it can’t be?
I like me stupid
I’m I a coward?
For denying feelings I know exist?
For loving you deeply and living like I don’t?
For writing all I want to say and never show you
I don’t like me a coward
What do you call it
When you hurt for not saying what you should
When you know it’ll hurt when you say it
When you’re stuck between feelings you don’t understand
I don’t like me like this
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